... LiArs ...

2007-01-04T20:35:00.000+08:00

Thank god that phuay eng got the "it started with a kiss" OST. hahaha. thanks girl!

off days for me today and tml. basically for today, i felt that i am suffering from a time lag. i spent time sleeping and slacking and eating due to PMS. supposed to meet baby but due to heavy rain and his last minute meeting call up, i ended up staying at home. but its okay, i found a new game, ciao bella. hahaha... happily finding the cracked version, thou as at now still no avail. lols.

photo that i took one day again. i'm so haggard! pui* and him? he got a "breast" that is almost as big as mine. =/

next aim: i wanna go St. James Power Station! There's dragonfly, tiger live and etc! cool! it seems happening.

work is pretty sucky. as usual! argh....

janet's gift

me and darling

me and ptbf

2006-12-29T15:54:00.000+08:00

went back to school yesterday... checked results too... passed everything,but i dunno why i am utterly upset with the score. i had to meet baby, so i have to fake up a smile and be okays. he somehow knew that i was feeling low, he asked me if i were okays with my results, i replied that no matter what i cant blame on anyone but myself... the only solution i had was to work harder in the upcoming semester to pull up my GPA!

having to work and study at the same time was hard. in no situation one can own the best of the two worlds.

going to meet my girls later. it was long since we all last together.

had dinner with baby, christopher, ah fang and chris's cousin (a gorgeous babe) at cafe cartel. and my god, we had the platter for 5! its horrible! i wanna vomit after eating, its greasy! then after that i headed home while they went to ktv...

i am not having enough money. argh... mixed feeling again. pui* kill me.

2006-12-26T17:28:00.000+08:00

its boxing day todayy.... nothing special. just a normal off day to me.

its christopher birthday birthday yesterday, which is also the heart-warming christmas.

i dun have much pressie. hahaha... exchange in store, i got a pair of shoes, didnt attend m aunt's xmas family gathering, but she gave me a sk necklace, and lastly, baby gave me a adidas watch. pretty touched and contented. but i do have mixed feeling now.

attended christoper's chalet ystd and in the end, me and baby got into a terrible tiff. it is only solved like a couple of hours ago. there are so much misconceptions and communication breakdown. but on the good side, i am glued to xbox in the chalet. hahaha... happily beating baby in the dunno wad underground car racing game. and the other game is the san guo zhi, hahaha, i am so addicted to the fighting game...

dated janet for a mini shopping trip when school opens, since according to baby he will be serving his one week duty. but have to wait till i got the cash. hahaha..

exam results will be out wither tml or thursday. i am pathetically worried. stuffing myself with food to destress. argh... help!

working is tiring. on christmas day, senior juztin actually calculated the amount of overtime one full timer did. hahaha. in the end, he started to summon them to go home earlier or come work later. you can actually see how stingy a big company can be. but sad to say i cant commit at this point of time thou i wanted to. school is heavy and i need to conserve energy for school opens. and of cos, not to receive any scolding. =X now the policy of the company is that they want the part timer to commit but not the full timer is becos part timer is only 5 to 6 dollars an hour but no commission!!! pui*

2006-12-23T22:21:00.000+08:00

worked morning shift. everything was fine until after my break. as usual i am situated at the fitting room. then suddenly i dunno why the fitting room is flooded. i dun even know how the tsunamis came about! worked until hell. no wonder garrick wanna quit. ha. but busy does keep one occupied and make the time appeared to pass alot faster.

i wanted to stay to help. but everyone in this world know i am restricted. i wanted to help so much and at the same time more money but.... * helpless*

then i proceeded on my day. baby gave me a mp3 which he got as a 9th prize yesterday. not very user-friendly! pui* and i used the UOB voucher at BK. while eating, saw this middle-aged lady pleading $5 from a malay lady. i was like what the hell, then when the malay lady was deciding whether to give (cos $5 is not small about for "begger"), she kneeled down! in front of the thousands passer-bys! GOD! see liao i headache!

coming to think of alot of thingy, sorry but sad to say i think that men are not a very good species. they seems to be liking u now, but the next moment say 5 seconds he changed his attitude. bloody hell. women are also human being made of blood and flesh! some talks without going thru their small brain. yucks. we, women, dun deserve all this shit.

janet came by my workplace right after my lunch. but sorry i cant attend her, busy with my work when the tsunamis arrived.

LAO WANG, sorry!

2006-12-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

worked morning till 8pm. after which go facial mask shopping. i think my money is flowing like the heavy rain lately. haha... women = stressed spent alot of $$

but come to think of it, i am improving the economy.

work is disastrous. shortage of staffs. and festive season make one look like a octopus! i ran up and down which i think i looked like a monkey. before i knocked off, i actually sold a LVC jeans that cost $649! although the rotating sales was not under my sales, i sensed the sense of satisfication.

was talking to phoebe and mao mao, when one is being locked up and depriving of freedom, i am grasping for freedom and real happiness, even short period i am contented. while surviving from severe insomnia last night, i recalled back how i got together my ex 3 years back. after the first rejection we eventually got together. then so many up and downs. actually thinking of what happened before was so romantic and after that, it is like horrible. i remembered the first time i initiated to like casually hold on to his hand while squeezing in the chinatown during chinese new year eve. hahaha. a bit dumb, but i am not flirtatious can. come on, i just act like a 21st century lady.

shit i am lazy to wrap the gifts! argh..

2006-12-21T12:23:00.000+08:00

wahahahahaha....

the feeling of not working is cool... spent my time masking, manicuring, cleaning room and most importantly SLACKING.

then chit chat with elaina. still the same, we shared common views and can talk almost anything under the sun. then i bot pressie, one for exchange among my poly baos and the other is within my colleagues.

watched Chow Yun Fat, Gong Li and Jay Chou's Curse of the Golden Flower. hahaha... i have to praised chow yun fat and gong li for their remarkable acting. but on the contrary i hate chow yun fat so much in this show. he is so unreasonable. depsicable acts to get in to position of emperor. and his assassins. pui! and guys are taking notes of gong li and other ladies pushed-up busties! yucks!

2006-12-20T10:17:00.000+08:00

hohoho.... after for not blogging for very long... finally i'm back.

for the meanwhile, i am hooked with the taiwan tv drama, "it started with a kiss". i'm glued to youtube. panda eyes started to appear.yucks.

exams ended indeed. but the post exam fear (which is obviously the results) is still floating in my mind. selina mistakenly got her results from the hyperlink 2003/2003, but according to her thats not the final result, not moderated la. think her results werent that bad.

after struggling for 1 to 2 weeks, i still have no idea of how to swallow perl! sigh.

dawei went to vietnam. i cant attend his farewell dinner. ian is going to seattle for his GIP next semester. today is his farewell gathering but i am grounded. i am so troubled. cheng yee dated me, but i cant see anytime i can date her out. i am terribly grounded. luckily ken and chee ho say no problem. hahaha!

right after exam, me, baby and christopher went to dbl o to chill out. in the end, becos of trivial issues, me and baby got into a tiff. poor chris have to stand there to see us cool us. imagine face with make-up and tears started to drop down, quite ghostly huh, but luckily i am not disfigured. i am good at controlling the direction of my flowing tears.

work politics are bad. hahaha... i gossipped everytime i go lunch/dinner with colleagues. everyone or rather most of the staffs are to resign in the upcoming months.

filippino and the digi cam incident
backstabbers
acting to be a senior
complaints
sales war
reshufflement

see... just less than a month so much thingy happened. of cos,there is fun things that happened, like deo insisted that santa claus ride kangaroo, nicholas with his gay partner kenneth, garrick's jokes. oh... speaking about kenneth, think he is gaining popularity within the store. hahahaha... everyone seems to be speaking about him every now and then, including guy and gal. not bad.

i wanna go to kandi bar! hahahaha.... i love the girl!

christmas is coming. i have yet to buy the pressie. i only bot baby a gift, and i gave it to him already! fast rite!? headache. have to help baby pay for credit bills. nvm, i will drop by to buy pressie. hees. i have yet to send ah wai xmas card, i have no idea how to send to London, think i gonna end up with just sending her an email. boo hoo hoo...

2006-11-25T12:44:00.000+08:00

okays, i am here blogging grumbles rather than mugging for my last paper of this semester. but sad to say, i am terribly demoralised by my previous paper, database.

Since my first semester until now, this is the second time i got such a feeling. Studied like day to night continuously (but i have to admit, i skipped alot of lessons, and i nv study during the term time until before the exam) and when i flipped over to the question pp, what i saw is just questions and stars. From the first part of the first question, i stunned until the last part of the last question. I can say none of question i have confidence i did it correctly. Serious case. The first pp was easy i could say compared to the past yr pp, but surprisingly, it was so retarded tat many or rather did silly mistakes. I know it is dumb, but i realised i did a very stupid mistakes when i took a morning nap the following day. This semester, the papers were either too easy or too difficult, but one day is that i dunno how to do! things changed when stepping into university. hahaha, it isnt that easy as what you think. maybe i am working like a dog and studying at the same time. Life is hard to maintain. In secondary school days,i could study and study, there is something for sure is that if you study, you will get good result for sure. Then in poly, if you got attend school, and write some words in the exam script, you can pass. But in university, none! you can to be the futuristic kid, THINK OUT OF THE BOX! you dun have to give the correct answer (or i should say there is no correct answer) you know, just give the correct steps, and maybe you are on the dean list! FUCK Los! *ANGRY* Lecturers arent like poly, they even scold you stupid and they merely criticise you. They discriminate students. So what if they are so many foreign talents in school, after that they will just take up local rice bowl or just happily go back to their home town and progress from thr.

went ktv-ing with my boy the other day. he happily create his mini andy lau concert. then, i notice the song yin wei ai's MTV is just andy lau, andy lau and andy lau, showing his abs with his unbuttoned shirt and nothing. No props, no cast and NOTHING. Just a black background with him. But it is enough to mesmerize viewers. BECOS HE IS ANDY LAU. Imagine you are a wu lu pandan singer who just stepped into the song biz, viewer will just off the screen! hahaha... people are realistic. If you are famous, no matter how plain it is, people will think it is very interesting.

Went shopping with my family members yesterday. Hopped from giant to carrefour. Wanting to buy a mini vacuum cleaner, since we couldnt find wad we want in giant, so we went to carrefour. Sadly speaking, carrefour electronics dept was invaded with AUNTIES! AND THEY HAD BAD ATTITUDES! They should be pleased tat they got themselves a job. I was happily browsing the vacuum cleaner, then this auntie approached me asking whether i needed help. then i replied no need. Then another auntie approached mummy, then mummy asked the auntie whether the vacuum cleaner fit all types of cleaner, SHE JUST REPLIED NO, ONLY FOR THIS THIS THIS MODEL, while she was turning around and diverting herself to another side, ignoring us. PUI* dun wan to serve us, say la. If i am rich, i dun wanna buy from you also. POOR ATTITUDE. Such a materialistic aunties. They will only treat you good if you have a whole wallet of money and cards! Service lines in singapore is really deterioriating, not saying i am providing good service myself la. sigh. nvm.

i think i got split personality. hahaha... boo hoo hoo..

2006-10-25T13:20:00.000+08:00

i am so pathetically stressed. hahaha.... i havent got a real time to rest. so sorry people for not updating my blog periodically...

for the whole of last week, i am practically busy doing my assignments. There were 3 deadlines all lined up together. bloody hell. i am so tired. imagine schooling for 7 hours plus and then worked for 5 hours, then in the middle of the night you have to burn midnight oil to finish the report which is due the following day. oh god.

i am so nauseous of my life. Puking at 3am in the morning. ha. but luckily i had digested my heavy old chang kee meal, thus i vomited water. boo hoo hoo. then now i am compensating thrice the amount i have threw out.

reluctant to go school this morning. supposedly there is a presentation. but there are over twenty groups in the class... i am in group 5, normal people will think that i will be the first few to present. in the end, the bloody lecturer was playing lottery game, she randomized the order! i wasted my trip to school! i ate so much thing since i wake up just to obtain energy to go out. but pui* argh.......... i am not going to stop my feast now. i am so stress!

working in the flagship was hectic. a normal shift is like a typical full shift we faced in the past. or rather other store. yesterday was my first full shift in the flagship. hope it is the last. but luckily the 1.5 rate of increased in the wages kept me moving.... politics are building up. we have to much rules to obey! got lecturing by branch manager due to some trivial thingy. what the hell.

exams coming. ha. one more problem. i got endless thingy to do and insufficient sleep. but i am always contradicting myself. when i am bored, i will complain that i am useless and i can find nothing to do. but when i got so many thingy to do, i complaint that i have too much thingy to that i cant even rest. sigh.

2006-10-08T21:05:00.000+08:00

levis at heeren is opening soon. we behaved like we were in our own apartment, took out our shoes and just sit around...

BUT... i still dun feel good.... i am not close to them at all.... maybe i am just too anti-social. i hate a huge group of people together... saw familiar faces, kenneth, sima, nicholas, garlic and etc.... different people with different gossips, like bossy Mr M, and gentleman Mr kenneth and etc la... i started to become quiet... i threw away part of my heavy stone after telling baby that i will be most probably working 5 days the upcoming week and full shift on Hari Raya Puasa!

School assignments are getting more bad to worst! Exams are getting so near that i am starting to have exam fever...

i kept on seeing kaiyun! oh my, she was with her boyfriend, twice at heeren. so coincidence! but luckily she dun recognise me. she reminds me of durian head, her rumors with him. ha.

i wanna sleep! sleep to get rid of my dark rings and all problems!

how i wish i am born clever. how i wish i was born rich.

2006-10-05T21:36:00.000+08:00

nothing special happened recently. as usual my life still evolved works, school, family and boyfriend.

i am super stressed. stressed until you become a mute, not yourself! Falling sick, but life still have to go on. No one bothers whether you are sick or not. Everyone only bothers those who contributed the most and is of a good use (in short only if you are smart and clever).

i miss my secondary school and poly life where i have plenty (not plenty but yet not lacking) of good supporting friends. They ruled my life and supplied me with what school life is and what friends are for. i have them to turn to when i am in need, discuss with when i am bored or helpless. Although i have a more attention-seeking boyfriend now, i still can manage well if i were with them.

One thing bad about now is that i have to learn to support myself. Things started to turn worrying and paranoid. Hahaha. i have symptoms of getting depression pretty soon. My eyes turned into a running tap water for no reason. i simply broke down just like that. amazing isnt it?

working for five days next wk. work keeps me going, actually money is the main concern. baby earn 2k per month, but he ended his month without saving. see how money flies. i am not born with silver spoon, neither does he. we ended up working part time. i am a full time student with a part time position. he is a full time national service man with part time.

nevermind about my nagging... meet up with janet yesterday. she lost her sunshine! i think she is also as stressed and vexed as i am. school and friends are spinning her life round and round! oh ya, saw siew hoon and white bird too! hahahah... I LOVE SIEW HOON'S cute rebonded hair!

baby will be out to tekong for a week. i am full time maid, i have to pay his bills on his behalf while he is away on his pay day. hahaah.. OOoooo... speaking about baby, one thing about his army thingy is nuts but somehow hilarious too, ok, they are going to tekong rite, so drinking water will be from tekong. Research somehow reflected that water at tekong was dirty (got "worms") then all ns men involved have to take this special "antidote" pill to kill the worms. BUT after eating the bloody pill, the officer then announced to all people, THE PILL WILL CAUSE DEPRESSION! its nuts. baby did broke down on the night he ate the miraculous pill. i am still wondering it is really the side effect or just baby's bottling emotions got erupted!

2006-09-26T12:01:00.000+08:00

sigh. had a tiff with darling yesterday. sometimes womens' moods cant be controlled. they will just explode over tiny weeny thingy. i am not exception. bugis is our cursed place.

pms is ruling over me. my face is bad. and my temper is untolerable.

sometimes how i wish i can be born slim and slender. i have a bad inheritance from my family, especially my mother's side. but i dun blame them. we cant be perfect in our life. i has a darling who is so small in size, sometimes standing before him make me so inferior. i tried so hard, amore and all sort of stupid ideas, but useless. moreover, i am someone who will eat and eat and will crave for meat when i am stressed. who is not stress when you have tons of deadlines, so many thingy to learn, work, insufficient sleep, have to see the well-being of her boyfriend who is so vulnerable of poor health and improper meals, got depise of her classmates, cant even tell her boyfriend her sorrows, sometimes when she is sick he will not even show much care and concern, cry thru the night before she slp, got made fun of having big thighs and big butt and being fat. i am turning crazy. the only solution is shopping until i am dropped. now i only have $10 left in my bank. ha. i have so many clothes in my wardrobe that is not worn before!

term break but 1-day is spent in school, 4-days is spent on working, 1.5-days with him and 0.25-day with mummy and 0.25-day on deadlines.

lately watched little man. the show was hilarious especially the little man, hahaha, he is real lecher! lols.

3 days to pay day! cheers!

2006-09-23T11:54:00.000+08:00

This is a photo that is taken on my birthday celebration with my poly girls. cheers.

life is busy. heard from ms miao, agnes and yuan ru are also busy with their smu school life. is university suffocating people? =/

next week is term break. but when the break is over, 2 deadlines. ha. bloody shit. recently janet is unhappy. girl, if you so happy read my blog, please cheer up k? though i dun have the time to like go out with you, but at least take good care of yourself so that i dont have to worry so much about you.

my god brother is out of him camp. hope he had changed for the good.

tml will be meeting my primary school for some meet up hope she dun change the appointment.

baby was unwell for the past week. he got injuried and his wound got infected. caught up with flu. and he got red eyes.

so much thingy happened. work isnt very good. i have no idea. just dun feel like working. and sometimes people behave not the way they are. i have no idea. i hate it.

i am hunting for shirts and shorts. wee... gonna bathe and go hunting before work starts. cheers.

2006-09-08T10:03:00.000+08:00

realised it was ages since i last blogged.

busy.

first it was my birthday, then it was his birthday. in the midst school life is kinda sucks.

school life
first, i am supposed to have a project with a lecturer and 3 students guessed. but until now, there's no proper handover! i am so sick. Then, deadlines are everywhere. i am so lost. even sick. i started not to do tutorials. i have no time and i am easily lethargic.

My birthdays
celebrated first with my ex-colleagues from a blood sucky company. We went kbox. They bot me cake.

next was with lynne! thanks for the perfume! hahaaha. its really nice. baby, lynne and i went to fish & co. for seafood platter for 2 and clam chowder. then i went down to city to meet my gals. They made my birthday unforgetable in NEW YORK NEW YORK. I loved the pressie they gave me too. BUT just for the undies! it is too small unless i shed 10 kg to wear it which is impossible.

Then on third day, meet my secondary friends to kbox again. hahahaha. enjoyed it too. baby accompanied me there despite his tiredness from AHM.

on the fourth celebration, it was with my ntu mates at crystal jades. they were nice, but some unhappy thingy happened. sorry.

on my actual day, i celebrated with my family at home first. then with him at genki sushi.

His birthday
Accompanied to Carls Pub to meet his friends.

Bought him a polo ralph top.
then we had a night out on the eve of his birthday.
we had buffet at marina south. bad. my treat.
On his actual day, we had steam boat at his place. my treat.

2006-08-20T20:25:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling miserable. eat and eat and eat is what i think i can do to feel better.

forget about my dietary plan! f**k it. no one appreciate. and i have no good results!

work at taka is fine. but just that i cant blend in to the environment. i turned into a young girl mummy. hhahaha. thats OUchy!

money, time and energy is never enough.

my baos and pals if i ordered something small on my celebration, please pardon me. ha.budget and I AM FAT!

2006-08-18T09:52:00.000+08:00

so sian.

school starts.. struck at tutorials. hate a tutor, the way he eaplain is like never explain. and the class is huge! 35 per class and i am not in primary school. the whole class know and we know nuts. email a lecturer he NEVER reply. he is goner. stuck at everything. went to the gym. ha, go like never go.

i turning mad. can i have more money!? sofrustrated.

have to clear room later.

i sold my text books successfully. bought three books. but i am short of one. sick.

baby is darn busy. the worst thing he might not be able to take off on my birthday. how can!?

2006-08-04T11:38:00.000+08:00

hahaha... one date is up. 25th of august will be meeting my ex-colleagues for dinner. they are like my big sisters.

here they are:

then will be meeting my poly clique on the 26th. yuppie.

done all my savings deposited to the bank. except for my insurance, waiting for it to get deducted near the end of the month. my money is gone~!

spent my morning baking cheese cake. its nt very successful, so JANET I'M SORRY!

alot of idiotic thingy happened at work. when they get bored of just counting stocks, game starts coming up. who lose have to wear weird "costume". lets see: "sailormoon"

"my cute ah boy" in halter!

the "ba zhang killer" in skirt?

the team

my senior in skirt!

when i got punched!

i'm altering jeans ok!

mr macho in skirt!

augustine and selina

selina and nicholas! hahaha

2006-08-03T10:09:00.000+08:00

i need to do something to my bloody hair. janet should know why it is bloody. ha

been thinking of whr to eat with my poly girls on my birthday. where should we go.

saw came by my work place ystd. hahaha... but i was suddenly busy engaged with serving customers. so sorry lao wang.

my mood swinging and swinging.and head ache is getting from bad to worse. oh god. kill me.

hate lunch break. i have no way to go and nothing to do. argh.

guess i will have a busy day tml. ha. but nvm. busy is better than nothing to do. boo hoo hoo.

been watchin the ch 8 9pm movies. it is a never-reality-show. ha. but nice la. got cute guys and pretty girls to see. see the way they set up business,*knock-head*, say want to set up jiu got shop and money liao. i want this type of life also. actually i got ambition to set up a business for my family members, at least they have a income when they grow old, like selling daily necessities such as sanitary pads. hahahah. this is daily income. there will always be income, unless women stop flowing blood.

2006-08-02T10:34:00.000+08:00

in the snow city

but before snow city?

i'm like a mad woman ystd. my moody is terribly down. when i talk to baobei*,without quarrelling, my tears wanna flow down le. when jeanie start whining about my hair, my mood swinged.

soon after that i realised its my monthly problem.

i missed xiao mei wenting and sam. some times nicholas can be quite arrogance! on and off there is hui ze to acc. i dont feel home at heeren. but nvm. i just earn money. i have no commitment.

bought nail polishers to make my self happier. and thought of buying a piggy handphone pouch. but the shop is under renovation.

baby went to acc me after my work. me told me his commitment. some how engaged in more works. i'm heart ached. so i wanna earn more money if he permitted! on top of that, i can spent! hahahahah!

2006-08-01T11:15:00.000+08:00

argh. i am pissed! sometimes a feeling that when i need a shoulder to lean on, my dearest bf might not be the person. he is not good at sweet talks. but when a girl is down she dont want to listen to spike-y facts but sweet talks.

my menses system is still hare wired. and my life seems more troubled. baby is working part time. and i am wad! i want to shout! money not enough la!

i hate thin bitches, i hate rich person!

2006-07-30T10:03:00.000+08:00

watched tiger dragon gate yesterday. cool. not bad la for a weekend movie. donnie yen is darn cool.

psycho-ed janet to bring me my photos! hahaha. and now she owed me those digital photos from her digital camera and handphone. she wanna to take my birthday photos and consolidate together and sent me at one go isit?

got my pay yesterday. one day earlier than expected. but every cents seems to be far away from me.

exam on 27th was disaster. alot of things happened before the paper. but i managed to escape from the examination hall 45 mins earlier. hope it is a bless.

still thinking of wad to buy baobei's birthday. speaking of birthday, janet asked me wad i wan for birthday. i have no idea. i always want thingy that are practical as in i can use it during daily life. if god is kind enough let me strike lottery or give me a flexible high pay part time.

bangkok bangkok. my colleagues are going to bangkok. but i will be in singapore. i cant go. hungry ghost festival. i look forwARD to my one week break. going to start psycho-ing my mother.

2006-07-22T12:02:00.000+08:00

recent activity other than work, its ONG PIAN PIAN's 21st BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAO WANG!

we spent the afternoon at snow city, swenson, arcade.

i forgotten to bring our photos home! how she see me soon! lol.

meet a pervert uncle at snow city. ha. but who cares.

feel in love with skii cap. so happened to wear it in snow city. the cap belongs to ong pian pian but i wore it most of the time. lols.

they sae i wear not nice. but i like. and i am still planning to get a hair cut! and rebond! but i got no time and i cant rebond, i got bleached hair!

my attitude lately was bad. i know. i am super pms can.

i live on nuts lately.

the weather isnt good. seems like it is raining.

starting from tml i will be having my 5-day study break. i am paranoid. so worry. i am so sian. even my father is complaining to my mother that i have alot of xin shi. arghhh..

pay day faster come. i wanna return ms miao money!

2006-07-17T12:48:00.000+08:00

boo hoo hoo....

mad lady on the loose. pms. eat. hungry. eat.

body aching like hell. ha! same applies to my little cat.

to: dear cat,
next saturday we go jogging again ok? we jog neighbourhood. more obstacles. see ya on thursday!

more coming event: ong seok hian's birthday (thou her party is over), hair cut, exam ( i havent start yet!!!) and not forgetting pay day!

gonna go out!

2006-07-11T12:11:00.000+08:00

boring. life is boring.

saw people getting married. and the worst thing is forced toget married.

not exercising. no enough time. saturday date with my miao.

his ah ma got admitted to the hospital. sad.

vomitting money to join thingy*.

saving money to clear future debt.

weather turning bad. skin got affected.

thinking and thinking of how to celebrate birthday. think dont celebrate better.

great. i am pms-ed.

i am under treatment. hope the pills will make me feel and become better.

2 hours later work starts. i dread. can i take a break. as a part time out of 30 days i work 23 days. ha. i am equivalent to a full timer. how can!?

2006-06-27T18:27:00.000+08:00

off day again. but i didnt go to school. i am losing blood. weather seems bad. my skin start to turn dry. my face too. sad.

people says a lady cannot go on a diet when she is having menses. so in the end, i obeyed and started to eat and eat.

baby is in brunei for a week. i miss him* he will be back by friday. hope he is fine.

so happy to see wenting tagged me! kenneth passed by LTH hahaha no change.. just the specs and some parts of his hair style. then saw sam just now. hahahahaa. everyone dont seems to change. the next one i will see will be xiao mei! hahahaha.

school elective isnt what i expected. i tot there is no assignment pure lecture. tts why i took it myself. in the end the bloody lecturer is so ACTIVE, on and off grp discussion and there is a group work! i skipped school today but there is group dscussion. i think my group members will hate me for sure! sigh. i am so fan!

fan about money. i am planning to extending my amore. but money! haiyo!

friends. dont sae le. i got no time. i am really guilty. take chee ho for example he asked me out a couple of times. but i cant make it. it is either i am with baby or i have work. Dumbo is now clearing leave. but i have to work like shit. sigh. after which baby will be back. i got no time. but i made some priority. Ong pian pian's actual birthday date i took off! in case she got celebration! hahahaha.... oh ya elaina! she is at parkway parade. cant afford to see her now. and alot alot. can i go back? i want poly life minus my ex-boyfriend.

HELP! can someone tell me how am i going to celebrate my birthday?

his gameboy is currently with me. hahahah. i am enjoying it. harvest moon. hurray.

how i wish i am a tai tai. amore.slim.facial.shopping.suntanning.yeah.yeah.no school.no mugging.no work!

.freedom?

2006-06-23T12:38:00.000+08:00

i realised i can never a happy soul any more. i am out of control. all i can do is cry every night.

i lost almost all the things. but my lovely mummy is still with me.

i am lost in love, friends and school. i hate work. what else can i do?

2006-06-16T11:02:00.000+08:00

busy busy busy

baby going to brunei. argh. went"chalet" with baby on wednesday and thursday. ok i am pig. i am hungry so fast. i gained a kg after trying to shed over the past few weeks! *angry*

ok... went to my cousin's wedding. her wedding was a interesting one. the theme was shanghai (becos it was organised in grand shanghai!) and there is a singer singing theresa tang songs. ahhaha. very noisy. i was complaining throughout.

then my secondary gathering. it was alright. just eat and eat. lols

hmmm... the part timer resigned in 3 days time. and my schedule turned shit again. i am so pek cek. i hate it. he is a lawyer to be and he bleached the contract. coward.

i am so lazy. school starting next week and everyday i am yielding to sleep like a pig! hahaa. i am tired easily.

have to do my stuffs. ciaos.

2006-06-08T11:06:00.000+08:00

off day. hurray. gonna go have a little shopping. yeah.

getting sick. hahaha. but its still better to find a suitable date to take mc!

theres a new part timer at work. yeah. schedule might be looser. yup yup*

miss my baos family. and my secondary school buds. long time since we catch up. yiwen and pals birthday have to give it a miss because of work. so sorry. =(

saturday secondary gathering. yeah. quite exciting. there is a class gathering a year plus again but there wasnt full strength. thus looking forward for this. our form teacher is invited! ha! i wonder how she look like now. more tai tai?

sometimes man can be quite disgusting. of course, i am a girl afterall. i will side girl. but sometimes reality speaks everything. thats why i classified man as "er xin da bian". when they are down, they tend to scold girls. and find faults. after that they will feel remorseful and apologised. it is an equivalent to stabbing a person and then apologised. some are even worst they get chauvintistic. they even used their authority. yesterday i was bold even to get him to have a taste of it. i know i might be in the word. but i am so pissed. yeah. my female colleague commented that i am so bold as well. sigh. i didnt realise it actually.

2006-06-07T11:20:00.000+08:00

results were out on 5th June 2006 instead of the expected date posted on the web, which is 6th June 2006.

I PASSED. even i failed the weightage of 50% course work. muahahahahaha.

but i got no money to enjoy. baby just brought me to ktv. (in the end, we quarrelled)

got alot of planning to be done. i am so sick and tired.

will know whether baby will be deployed to east timo in this 3 days. i am so worried. but even he is not deployed to east timo, he still need to east brunei. haiyo. he is now having his 2NTM. which mean two weeks in camp duty. ha. but this time round, his bloody officer turned mad and made their schedule super packed. sigh. he will be haggard and SLIMMED DOWN! help!

i cut my nails botak. hahahah.. it is like so round and fat.

oh ya will get to meet janet tml i think. she got her results as well. but she failed a module. hallelujah.

got to see simon and wenting yesterday at work. i am so HIGH and happy. hurray

looked for elaina that day chat chit with her during work. hahahaha. she is always with her "tao hua yun". her results wasnt good... but her current gpa was a pass. but i am not sure which the gpa is the cumulative one or the individual semester. *pray*

2006-06-05T11:19:00.000+08:00

.when the white meet the black

i broke my index nail. it bled. OUCH! sad

tml shall be doomed day. same as janet. results will be out. sigh. i am working full tml. wa. double impact. i'm fainting. i will have to shop till i drop today.

today his daddy birthday tml mine hahaha. mini birthday cakes here i come! yummy.

baby will be duty from tml to next tues. but there is no difference. i am working like a mad dog in the lost. Can you imagine 15 people resign in island wide and in a day theres two staffs on mc. hahha. my bones was broken. =X

have to sneak out later. come back to prepare food for baby. tata...

2006-06-01T12:31:00.000+08:00

. taken at ecp

life recently is upside down. ahahaha. sleepat 12 plus 1 am wake up earliest 10am! oh god. i am changing. hahahah.. to a pig.

frustrated lately.relationship can be hard to maintain. being a lady it is even harder. eat and eat when stress come. i am turning insane.

my schedule at work are hell! sigh.toobad i am not a temp full...

sian.

2006-05-31T12:51:00.000+08:00

OOoooo... supposed to go sentosa with my classmates. but no choice. have to put them aeroplane. sigh. big auntie visit. then they suggested to go ice skating. ha. i am retarded at this activities so i declined.

there is a IT FAIR again. I wanted to check out digital camera. hee. CASIO EXILIM. Wee.

relief at Lucky Plaza yesterday. People there were indeed weird. They aren't nice people after all! Ok this is what happened: ate indonesia food with my original colleague before i relief at LLP. Thinking of the indonesia really make me puke. I am not used to it. After eating the food, i am feeling so sick and uncomfortable. Then in the midst of working i asked one of the girl whether LP toliet was clean. she gave me a look and said it is. fine i went to throw up. but nothing came out. then i tolerated the whole night. at 9pm i just want to go down to 7-11 to get some sweets. i told her so cos the senior was chatting on the phone. she said no. what the hell. she was just a 3 month chap! kns. then she asked why. and gave me HACKS. ha. The other funny incident was that her way of talking is kinda of childish so i asked her for her age. her reaction was one of a kind, "hee hee hee" and walked away. what the fish. in this 21st century who in earth will keep their age secretive. i am so sure i am older than her! puahahahah. then her slutty way of talking make me puke, she will be having her last day at LLP after which she will be transferred to LTSC. She felt bad about the transfer not becos she is going to a new environment but that she spotted 2 "handsome" guys at LP and she hasnt got the chance to know them! oh god. nvm.

cried again. hahahah. i think i got unlimited access of tears. darling is now training to operation tanks. He became one of the group to be first deploy to east timo. sigh. volcano, earthquakes, civil riot and army riot and the bird flu. oh god. its making me mad! so wad if there's is incentive given. it is not 6 days but 6 months! *paranoid*

on monday went to take photo sticker with darling. i cooked him rice. he bought suntan lotion. so everything is put inside a plastic bag. he left it in the machine. after designing the sticker. he went to look for the bag. food was intact but the lotion was missing. a group of brainless youngsters kept wandering in and out of the machine. and they had a fearful faces. hahaha. ok i confessed that baby and me dont have a very tame face. they looked at us and they were panicking. like shit los. darling said that he dont want to pursue the thingy. thus we left. hahahah! it so obvious they were the culprit. BUT BRAINLESS AND FEARFUL KIDS LIKE THEM CANNOT BRING THEM FAR! pui*

2006-05-29T12:49:00.000+08:00

boo hoo hoo... today is off day. i woke up at 10am. ha. darling have to go to camp. BIG SIGH!

supposedly:
he is off today. then his PS said they have to attend lesson for dunno wad tank operation. THEN NOW HE HAS TO BE IN CAMP TILL THURS! totally disappointed. planned to go shopping. after pleading and begging, he can book out during evening time.

will be going out with mummy to CPF building. she has some miscellaneous stuffs to do.

i am losing blood. and work yesterday was a killer and my tummy ache like hell. hahahaha. imagine endless crowd into the store. ha. i am like a potential octupus! but luckily the effort wasnt wasted. sales hit up to 8.2k. isha quitting.

Politics@work. those were the days when i am still at great world. its quite peaceful. things changed.

coming to think that sex is a norm nowadays.now disgusting. people lost their virginity at such a young age. some without safety precaution when a small life is created, break up occur! how sad.
Distant relationship dont really work well unless the bond between the two party is very strong. but sad to say in this 21st century, such thing become so rare. sigh.

nvm. 31st coming, pay day. think of shopping spree and GSS i will be happier. hahhaha.. planning to get baby and me a caps and ear studs. and a pair of novo shoes. yeah!

i miss my friends alot. i know i have repeated so many time, but i still wanna sae i am sorry to have neglected u guys. I declines chee ho many times of dinner and cindy, bha gathering. and my baos. and janet. work and relationship. i'm so sorry.

oh ya, i am so interested to go amore! hahahaha... discussed with miao! yeah. hmmm... i think i will sign up. moreover one good thingy about amore is that it is all ladies. baby will rest assured (i guessed).

2006-05-24T19:20:00.000+08:00

had my off day today. ha. i am certainly a weirdo. i woke up at 8.41am on my off days.

dunno wad to do, feel helpless, went online and i edited photos to develop. haha..after digging and searching, i found 100 photos! in the mean time, baby called. poor him, need to do his duty yesterday night and today he has to go outfield. sigh. what about me? pigging here. hahaha. i ate exceptionally lots today, a typical behaviour on a off days i guess. then went to develop photos, 2 sets of 100 photos. hahaha! did stuffs in bank and went down to bbdc to terminate my driving lesson. ha. i got no time and i need money! so i quit school and withdraw the money. conincidentally, saw cindy. hahahah! chatted a while.

met mama, bought shoes and hahaha.. and grocery. decide to cook him a simple breakfast on saturday. yeah. hope everyday is fine. he needs more food.

on the other hand, i wanna sweat out leis. researched kickboxing in sports council but thinking that pretty turf in school might have a better deal so i decided to wait till school open.hahahah..

owed bha money for cindy pressie and agnes for huina pressie. ok i am owing the world money. but wait till my pay day k? i am seriously broke! sigh.

working at a new place isnt perfect. i miss great world and the people. i know i am fat. people cant stop teasing a fat girl like me. and becos of this i quarrelled with baby. hahahaha. nvm. i will jian fei. so places with buffet, u will not see me. i managed to escape from shi fu's birthday steam boat buffet. hahahahah. lucky.

random picture

2006-05-18T13:34:00.000+08:00

second week of cidp. towarding the end. yeah. i gonna turn mad because of encryption.today something adds on, white box testing. i draw bubbles until i lost count.

going to meet serene and rachel for dinner tonight. baby tagging along... yup yup next month we will have lesser time together. sigh he got training and brunei trip. i dun wan.

this coming sat and sun is levis 501 day. hope the sales is good then i got incentive.

cpf posted me a bloody mail. i have to repay my daddy all the money i take from him for polytechnic. ha!

argh i am a butt of debt!

2006-05-14T23:39:00.000+08:00

watched poseidon. its nice. thou its freaking short than expected. watched at thecathay. its new. thats all i can describe. no shops only ben & jerry ice cream? hahaha. the cinema is small too. but its couple seat. so me and darling can be together. i hate those death scene. i initiated to cancel the bintan trip after poseidon. ha!

m strucked at asp. sigh. what the fish is encryption. i am so sleepy. i am lacking of sleep. fat like a pig i am taking in too much air. improper meal and my bloated airy tummy! sigh. regime. regime.

going back to work first. update again ciao

2006-05-10T10:33:00.000+08:00

first day of work. last day of enjoyment.

first day at new venue. first day of disaster.

my tears cant stop from flowing down my cheeks. i was posted to somewhere else with later working hours. i cant accompanied accompany darling. he is sad and i am sad. i am so sad and tired until i fell asleep but darling was having insomnia. argh. but no choice. when i reached home, i snack like no body business. worried.sad.tired.disappointed.angry.

hmmm... adeline birthday celebration on monday. luckily i am off. hmmmm... gonna catch up with janet. ha. she's having holiday.

gonna stop and carry with my CIDP!

have u seen a pig trying to pose for samsung fridge ad?

2006-05-09T09:47:00.000+08:00

early in the morning. going to school. everyday 9am to 4.30pm. the school is insane. and my butt is itchy i took up inter sem module. in short, i can't fullt utilised my 3 month holiday to enjoy or rather earn more money.

Initially wanted to took up one more job, in order to earn money. Due to certain circumstances, money is not enough and i wanted to help darling out too. but school and darling objected.

know how to enjoy is the cleverest thing to do on earth. everyone have worries, sorrowes and troubles. it is just how you plan to deal with it. some rather escape but some chosen to face it.

i have lotsa lose touch with hell lots of people. will start to plan my dating diary once i settled down.

coming to think of how to organise a 21st birthday celebration, its a headache. i just wan a simple party. bbq or chalet with multiple troop of people (as if i got tonnes of friends), will result in some parties being neglected. i just wanted a simple dinner or meal, but like what some sae is true, i might lotsa meals to eat. darling sae he wanna elope with me out of singapore on my birthday but its a weekday, i started school already. nevermind. i shall keep thinking.
upcoming activities are: katherine's birthday (but i cant attend), alcohol ice cream trip with ong pian pian (i wonder whether the ice cream restaurant is still there), a belated meal for hawk, darling's friend's house-warming, my cousin's wedding, sec sec gathering, my family members' birthday, his father's birthday n etc.i shall see how many of them i can attend. hahahahaha.

world cup is coming. and that means that alot of people will be declaring bankruptcy soon. its a killer period. there are alot of greedy people in this earth, i dont deny that i am one of them, i dont grow with silver spoon. dreaming of ideal number to buy 4D hahahah and the illusion of striking lottery. Pui* it is a one in a million chance. but i still hope i strike (provided i take action -> BUY 4D, how to strike without buying)

first week of june is my doom day. trying to burden sorrows but its hard.

2006-05-08T23:01:00.000+08:00

first of CIDP. ha... a lot of shit. hahahah. so many catching up. sigh sigh...

jogged awhile.my stamina dropped. argh. shit. exams sucked my energy.

i am so tired. i shall sleep....

2006-05-07T20:30:00.000+08:00

well. i am back to blog. exams was history. waiting for results is the future. i think i dun have future. =(

busy with exam until i got mad. hahahah!

...i started stangling my cow

i think my exam killed alot of friendship of mine. i missed chee ho's, siew hoon's and i cant remember birthday parties. i'm so sorry guys. right after exam, i am packed i missed johnson's organised dinner and phuay eng's party turned out to be disastrous over my side. i'm sorry all.

holiday. i need to work. bought game boy advance for mummy's as mother day pressie. so i am left with zero dollar thou i shared with darling. i gave up tuitioning. hahahah... i think it is mentally torturing i am not cut for tuition. so yup.

.the moment before everyone is almost drunk

people changed. theres diversity of human being on earth. ha. thats why some dun click with some. and eventually some got sandwich.

i need to go on diet. people will get fat during exam period. eat and sit and study. it is infinite loop during exam period.

i think i need to borrow a book on how to strike 4D. i need more money to buy my first digital camera.

school commerces tomorrow. ntu is crazy. got holi like dun have! fook. chao.

2006-03-09T15:26:00.000+08:00

wahahaha... i am temporarily alive! i am gonna be pressed hard by school and work. lol...

when u see me, you will think that i turned insane... when i am alone, ahhahaha, the tendency of me crying me high. i can cried for tiny weeny thingy.

hope my study break for 5 weeks can be applied. or else i will be jobless... tutorin can be tough at times especially when your student dun have the heart to learn. no matter how hard or how much effort you put in, he or she will not have the info going up to him or her brain! cries.

i am so bloated lately. my intestines are having riot! they are on strike. my digestion system are breaking down. hahahaa.... i can shit like hell but i can be still bloated... wad the hell!

i wanted to go bangkok during my long vacation. but the whole plan was tarnished! i am so sad! guessed i can only go for a chalet. hees. i am happy enough....

bought uzap for my family. hahahaha... i played it myself. it is fun! but it is so itchy after each usage... the blood is circulating. lol! and it is hot.

ok have to mug my lab again. shit. upload pics of ktv and all those miscellaneous soon! hugs!

2006-02-23T09:29:00.000+08:00

Yeah... i didnt update my blog frequently again....

M havin my term break now... Not much difference, practically working 5 days in a week.

got into some conflicts, close friends and some butchs... how great... nvm...

got some pictures from kathy...

lao yu sheng at Ichiban Boshi @ Wisma

Valentine's Day 2006 - Flowers From Da Wei

went sentosa on sunday... took a hard time to get a off day on sunday. after telling some white lies, phew, luckily it was approved. Went volleyballing, but i spent 3/4 time escaping from the ball. hahahah.... tried kayaking. it was fun!!!! i fell in love with it thou my muscle ached on the following day. ha... was slightly burnt. my face skin is peeling! sad! ugly..

oh man. i thinking i gaining weight like no body biz again. i am fat! sigh!!!!

2006-02-15T10:39:00.000+08:00

Yeah i typed a long essay on friday. due to blogger maintenance, it is gone for good.

oh HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE'S DAY!

school's term break is next week. but i am going to work for 5 days. before tat school works are piling up. i broke down the other day. so yup. friday is deadline for java concurrency and i did like 1 part of out 4 parts. It is difficult. there's also a short quiz. headache! nvm.

valentines' day in school was pretty fun. i made flower for my clique as well as dumbo and elaina. cool. and dumbo bought me a fresh stalk of rose. dawei made blue ribbon roses with a kit kat. last but not least kathy bought us a lil (misleading) chocolate (it states that it is a eraser when it is a edible chocolate!).

zolene and i with dawei's brand of flower

darn dawei, took this candid shot!

this scenario is quite rare... it is the eve of valentine day. in the normal days, it is packed with benches and students. ha. see how ghost town-ly it is.

"Stole" this chocolate in our java lab. ha... i am the greedy chap. that got 6! but they are free! lol. anyway they are nice isnt it.

oh this picture is interesting. but it cannot be seen from the picture that i take. ok the thing is lije this, i am on the train to work. there was this girl standing in front of me, using her hp. i scanned her leg, as she was wearin three quarter bottom. to my surprise, 她的脚毛好粗!! i am so bad (slapped myself)

this is our all time favourite wei xiao bao in class.... LIM DA WEI!

Attention Wang Shu Xian. this is the flower i plucked for u. you better be more gladful that i made this for you, to cheer you up for valentine day! anyway, next thursday or when free not?? we go ktv... hahahahaa... i think u miss my singin rite?

2006-02-04T10:15:00.000+08:00

Yeah. its Saturday. Its Cheng Yee's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL. Was supposed to black with her yesterday. In the end, i went to River Hong Bao.

Handed in Java Lab1 and Lab2. It is like oh my god. Seeked help from friends. Then handed in. Assessed by our lab supervisor. but i was hopeless. Nvm!

Went to lao yu shen with my classmate. Had fun. Ate breakfast at 6am after which i never eat till 6 plus in the evening. after the yu sheng, i became a dinosaur. ate plates of sushi! then ate fries.hahaha. but i was hungry: travelled from somerset -> orchard -> (from here onowards i walked) cityhall -> citylink -> cityhall -> esplanade -> marina sq -> suntec city -> esplanade -> river hong bao -> merlion -> bugis. hahahhaa. kewl. this is why i got hungry.

talking about school. my lecturer despised me. the scenario was, during tutorial lesson, there was this question, he asked around people for answer. the answer was nlgn, he asked from right to left (i sat at the extreme left), after he called my fren for answer, he asked me. we got the same anwer, the worst part is HE CHECKED MY ANSWER. he doubt that i can do it. i am so fed up! i know i am a slacker in school.but i did bother to do for the quiz. and the problem is i taught my fren how to do this quuestion...........

2006-01-29T09:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

guessed unhappy thingy did happen. lost a beloved necklace. friends fighting. argh nvm.

anyway, LAO WANG, if u so happened read this entry, i really want to tell ya "I'M SORRY" i never want to deceive you or wad. it is just that thingy is so difficult to tell when it is complicated. love ya k?

wanted some movies lately. fearless and fun with dick and jane. at least i got some times to let my hair down. yeah. my february schedule was out last week. i am working miserably less! nvm. my school days are getting more and more hectic. sometimes i do think when will i break down. i am with a new bunch of friends. as in a new clique of hang out classmates. i take some times to get used to someone. although i always joke and laugh thru, i dun really feel good. i missed my poly cliques!

a quiz and a lab assignment are due on thursday and friday respectively. but i havent really started it yet. Perhaps i'm in a new year mood when i dun celebrate new year. kai's theory 8: new year is a festive of rest and slack.

though it is new year my sleeping hours are pathetic! ha... 6 hours at most everyday. shall slack. yeah.

2006-01-22T10:26:00.000+08:00

she claimed that her hair was messy

-kAi-

2006-01-22T10:25:00.000+08:00

i messed up her hair... hahaha. see a hump? lol

-kAi-

2006-01-22T10:23:00.000+08:00

hahahhaha... attempting to kiss lao wang in MINI TOONS! oei wad expression man!

-kAi-

2006-01-22T10:22:00.000+08:00

me and darling.... i look like malay mehs?

-kAi-

2006-01-22T10:21:00.000+08:00

kissed darling yuan ru... at steamboatgathering

-kAi-

2006-01-22T10:18:00.000+08:00

acting pig again

-kAi-

2006-01-22T10:17:00.000+08:00

buddy buddy PTBF PTBF! haha

-kAi-

2006-01-22T10:16:00.002+08:00

speechless_

-kAi-

2006-01-22T10:16:00.001+08:00

look at her EXPRESSIOn! god

-kAi-

2006-01-22T10:16:00.000+08:00

taken by lao wang! see... i look toot!

-kAi-

2006-01-22T10:15:00.000+08:00

i look like a dog! my oh my

-kAi-

2006-01-22T10:14:00.001+08:00

my old working place.

-kAi-

2006-01-22T10:14:00.000+08:00

ok... look at our expression!

-kAi-

2006-01-22T10:13:00.000+08:00

trying toooo... i dunno wor.... to take photos with me?

-kAi-

2006-01-22T10:12:00.000+08:00

crazy take...

-kAi-

2006-01-22T10:11:00.002+08:00

i attempted to lick lao wang

-kAi-

2006-01-22T10:11:00.001+08:00

attempting to kiss her

-kAi-

2006-01-22T10:11:00.000+08:00

i'm bored. a new hand board? hahaha.

-kAi-

2006-01-22T10:10:00.001+08:00

hahahah... i painted a victim's nail with a paint marker!

-kAi-

2006-01-22T10:10:00.000+08:00

me and lao wang...

-kAi-

2006-01-22T10:02:00.000+08:00

i'm fat... ate steamboat yesterday.. with baos! happy to see them. kisses to everyone.

reached home. OH MY GOD! i put on weight 2kg!

i'm putting on weight lately. stressed, sleepiness and etc leads me to eat.

netbeans pissed me off... i got no time. and not enough sleep. can anyone stop me from eating. why i have the habit such that when i am super fan i start to eat like no body business. sigh.

and becos of it, menses die on me! =( shopping tml before my tuition i guessed. ha. yeah.

but one freaking thing, i got my pay but it is like so meagre! have to wait for the pay slip! sOB!

2006-01-20T09:49:00.000+08:00

lost. lost. lost.

i wanted to find a solution. everything seems to change. CHANGED! working non-stop and getting drunk isnt a good idea after all. maybe i am just a bad person who deserved to be isolated. i wanna sleep.

eating like no body business lately. why? i am lost. so i am fat now can. and as usual my menses hate me. unlucky kai.

i wan shoppin. pefume ran out. have to replenish. damage. ha. lalalala... continue my lesson.

2006-01-18T10:27:00.000+08:00

i am sian. sian1 sian2 sian3 sian4... abandoned my blog for sometimes. since 7 january. hahha

school life sucks. no matter where u go there will eventually be competition. 5 modules. people around me is taking like 6 to 7 modules. i am slacking. but i cant imagine me taking so much modules. i am extending my academic year to 3.5 years. so wad's the point squeezing so much modules in one semester?!? Some professors are hilarious too. one has difficulty in pronuncing c++, he pronunced as "c pa pa" this is bad! the other one look so nua, every lesson wearing those flowery shirt and khaki pant! he pant heavily while giving lectureS! the other one, he is worst. he is a lecturer teaching the most difficult modules! but i really wanna commit suicide attending his lesson. In his sarcastic way of talking, he claimed that he isnt sarcastic! In the midst of the lecture i was lost. So i frowned. He tot i cant see the ppt. he asked me to sit in front. i am so embarrassed. then during tutorial, (our class is super pathetic, only 6 students!!), he summoned me to sit in front again! hahaha... i think i am really stupid! lol

working life sucks too. quitted one job. come another one. thinking of some other flawless reasons to quit another one. hahaha. i am insane. nvm.

having bad luck lately. out of some many colleagues, i am called to transfer to great world. fine. i went there. something wrong with a transaction i handled on my first day, thus, i have to compensate a bottom costing me 99.50. it is like wad the f**k. i turned hare wired that night when i received the news. my poor fren was tortured by me. sorry. but view it in other point, luckily it is the cheapest jeans i had to compensate, not those a few pieces in one transaction. i think i will commit suicide.

next time, i had a big conflict with my asst sup on a friday nite. happened during a ktv. i threw money and dashed out of the room. after that, in the middle of the road, i cried like a mad lady. i was disfigured that nite. all becos of my mascara and eyeliner! hhahaha... nvm... i still have face to eat supper after that. i wondered how those aunties serving me will think, i'm a ghost? lol

tied up with other issues as well. nvm. i will have a solution over time.

thou i am tied up with school and works, i did enjoy myself. i watched movies, had splendid dinners (ok i am fat already), shoppings and i cant remember liao. hahaha. oh ya dun ever watch the dark. it is a contradicting movie. i am in maze after watching it.

have to do tutorial and clear my room. ciao.

2006-01-07T11:36:00.000+08:00

me and eileen

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2006-01-07T11:34:00.001+08:00

qing tian wa wa!

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2006-01-07T11:34:00.000+08:00

hahahhaa.... testing testing... can take also....

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2006-01-07T11:17:00.000+08:00

candid de wu liao

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2006-01-07T11:15:00.000+08:00

hahahhah.... wu liao-ing in toilet

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2006-01-07T11:14:00.000+08:00

chocolate from colleagues

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2006-01-07T11:09:00.000+08:00

my penang cow that travelled further me in real life the furthest i go is like only johor!

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2006-01-07T11:06:00.000+08:00

mouse pad and pouch by darling

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2006-01-07T11:03:00.000+08:00

pouch from ms miao

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2006-01-07T11:01:00.001+08:00

earring from phuay eng!

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2006-01-07T11:01:00.000+08:00

planner from agnes

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2006-01-07T11:00:00.000+08:00

money pouch from mummy

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2006-01-07T10:54:00.000+08:00

chocolate from phuay eng

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2006-01-07T10:52:00.000+08:00

hahaha... my sequinn flower.... nice rite?

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2006-01-07T10:51:00.000+08:00

not my christmas pressie... ONG PIAN PIAN~

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2006-01-07T10:44:00.005+08:00

hahahaha..... a halter like sock.dumb

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2006-01-07T10:44:00.004+08:00

hahahaa.... 2 overaged monkeys...

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2006-01-07T10:44:00.003+08:00

nice rite?

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2006-01-07T10:44:00.002+08:00

25 hours watch

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2006-01-07T10:44:00.001+08:00

random again....

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2006-01-07T10:44:00.000+08:00

hahahaha.... earring i damaged one liao

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2006-01-07T10:42:00.000+08:00

count down

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2006-01-07T10:41:00.001+08:00

hahahah.... too dark to see the face sia

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2006-01-07T10:41:00.000+08:00

act cute la. vomit blood

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2006-01-07T10:40:00.001+08:00

fen and jasmine

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2006-01-07T10:40:00.000+08:00

tooter club members

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2006-01-07T10:39:00.003+08:00

hahahaha.... see our expression.eat too full after sushi lunch

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2006-01-07T10:39:00.002+08:00

fen

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2006-01-07T10:39:00.001+08:00

eve and i

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2006-01-07T10:39:00.000+08:00

me and ong pian pian

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2006-01-07T10:38:00.000+08:00

benecia and i

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2006-01-07T10:37:00.000+08:00

my fren tooks this...

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